My ex and I were together 13 years and we just broke up last month. I have met someone new and while I'm not in love, I am enjoying the distraction and want to continue seeing her. My friends are encouraging me to be single longer - some say up to a year. What do you think I should do?
The answer is after the jump.
Typically when we end a serious, long-term relationship it takes at least three months after accepting that the relationship is over to regain a solid sense of your self. There is a period of natural grieving and heartache for both partners, even if you are the one who ended the relationship! If you move on too quickly with hopes of side-stepping the pain, this grief will find you later, somehow, often when you least expect it. We are creatures of habit and our routines bring us comfort - even if the routine is to be guessing what is going to happen next!
Contrary to popular opinion, when it comes to dating, opposites do not attract. Like attracts like. Sure, she may like to play football and you might like to shop - but I promise you this: you are both equally broken, and you are both equally healed. At least you start that way. I like to say, "You deserve every relationship you choose."
Your issues may not be the same, but they are disabling to the same degree. She may drink and yell too much, and to the same degree she is not taking care of herself, you are also not taking care of yourself by tolerating or enabling this. The focus of your issues may be different, but the degree is always the same.
Humans are like stock in the stock market. Sometimes our value is higher than others. When you are taking care of yourself, eating right, exercising, spiritually balanced, mentally stimulated, socially active, and feeling good - your stock values are at their peak. When you are heart broken, sleeping a lot, or not sleeping at all, eating poorly or not at all, crying, drinking, under-performing at work, and generally not on top of your game your stock values are low, low, low.
You are the very leverage that you can rely on to attract a partner. If you are not feeling good about yourself or about life, then work on getting your game back before you think about playing the field. When you feel good about yourself, genuinely good about yourself, get out there and start dating. Until then, do the next right thing that will lead you to feeling stronger, more interesting, more alive, and more loveable.
When you attract a partner at your lowest point, you are attracting a partner who finds your low-point desirable. This is not ideal. The risk is that your low-point is her high point. As you start to heal, she will become less appealing to you. This is what accounts for many "rebound" relationships. When you "rebound" the issue isn't the speed with which you move, it's where you are emotionally and what you have to offer when you start your relationship. When we are broken, we attract broken. And broken doesn't last as long as whole.
In a nutshell, when you feel good about who you are and what you have to offer get out there and date. Until then, don't worry about the amount of time it takes - focus on your next step to feeling better. When the time comes, you'll be oh so glad you waited to dip your toe into the pool of dating.